This is a very old and potentially cringey blog post.
I still hold grudges against Mr. Incessant, but admittedly, I now find some of my arguments in this post weird.
Before reading this, I recommend you read about the origins of Mr. Incessant:
Helping People (the first Mr. Incessant appearance)
"I don't trust you, so do something for me first" (the second appearance)
I bet this blog post will get demonetized because of the comments I'm throwing at Mr. Incessant.
Before you question my actions in this blog post, please know that I'm doing this as payback for the misconduct committed by Mr. Incessant. I tried to avoid vulgarity and disrespect as much as possible.
Admittedly, though, I have a hard time "loving my enemies".
Mr. Incessant, you've really done it this time. You've not only disrespected me and my Minecraft team, but almost everyone around you. I'm estimating that you have begged me more than 10 times, even though I have given you incentives to stop and do the right thing. I caught you insulting others with swear words approximately 20 times. Despite your toxic actions, you even tried to apply for staff, even after I gave you a complete guide to our Minecraft server which included staff application help and rules.
As a person with Asperger's syndrome and a staff member of the Minecraft server you play in, I may have a strong loyalty, but I also have a strong sense of justice. Although I am learning to be more lenient in dealing with minor forms of disrespect, which is normal in most Internet communities, I cannot stand by and watch as you brutally degrade the server and its players.
To be honest, I'm not sure how old you really are. In a voice call with me, you said you were 10 years old. In your staff application, you said you were 12. Someone said that you told him you were 14. For the sake of argument, I will assume in this blog post that you're 10 years old.
Admittedly, I was stupid as a 10-year-old. Here are some examples: I almost never farmed coins in Pet Society by visiting friends--I only used the Stadium, which was harder and longer. I didn't know that there should be a space after a comma,so I wrote like this. (intentional bad grammar) I mispronounced a lot of words, like "Mew-twoh" instead of "Mew-too" (Mewtwo), and "Ey-kuhn" instead of "Ak-nee" (acne). I thought "prowess" was a misspelling of "process".
(At least the Stadium was more thrilling than visiting friends.)
But I had a strong memory as a 10-year-old. I could memorize the scripts of TV episodes and video game cutscenes. I was also really good at math (and I still am), but I guess that's mostly because of Asperger's syndrome.
The 10-year-olds I've taught during volunteerism were easily capable of memorizing the proper form in throwing punches. Some of them were even familiar with the moves of their favorite wrestlers.
Mr. Incessant, I'm sure you have an intellect similar to my 10-year-old self and the 10-year-olds I taught, if not better. You can hold your own against the Minecraft server's best warriors, you know how Annihilation kits work and how to use them effectively, and you at least know how to follow orders from a commanding officer during combat.
But I'm mainly questioning your memory. I constantly remind you of the rules, especially when you break them or when you ask me about them. But you still break them--begging me 10+ times is one example.
I get that some of your rule violations are due to emotions, like when you get insulted and you insult back in a vulgar way--I can't do anything about that other than give the right punishment since I'm not a psychotherapist and that's probably already part of your personality, but begging me 10+ times is not an issue of emotions, but of memory. You know that I don't have stuff--I tell you that every single time. I am focused on staff work, not on fighting, so I can't get stuff every now and then. (Hackers breed like viruses and bugs; ban one, and two more appear. That's why I almost never get to fight.) I asked if you have Alzheimer's disease or a similar brain disease, but you don't. (I'm allowed to be unprofessional in private.) So why do you constantly beg from me?
You know, when I know I can't get something I want from my parents, I usually stop after 3 tries of begging. (Okay, admittedly, during my parents' wedding anniversary, I begged my parents more than 5 times to bring me and my brother to a trampoline park.)
And it would be helpful to me if I knew what kind of mental illness or difficulty you have, especially those related to following rules, so I would be a bit more lenient in enforcing the rules on you.
Edit: Mr. Incessant said on July 19 that his mother is dead. I'm not sure when she died, but this may explain Mr. Incessant's not-so-acceptable behavior patterns. Just saying.
Oh well, for the sake of honor and respect:
Condolences to Mr. Incessant's mother.
Eh, to be honest, this is all I got for now. I got lazy. But I might edit this eventually.
All I can say is: Just don't talk at all.
Walk your talk, buddy. You recently said you "won't be toxic again", so do that.
P.S. I think I recently found a player who's worse than Mr. Incessant, who I will call Mr. X-pletive (not his real name/username). In addition to begging from me (but not as much), he gives harsh insults--such as "faggot", "nigga", and the classic swear words--when he gets killed or doesn't get what he's begging for. (I am SO sorry for showing those two words. I respect everyone, including people of different races and sexual orientation. This is only for educational purposes, I promise.) Some people are also suspecting he's a hacker, so I'll check him at some point.
I don't plan to write a rant against Mr. X-pletive since he might get banned eventually. He probably doesn't have Discord and knowledge of my social media accounts, so he can't annoy me further once he gets banned.
P.P.S. I won't actually give Mr. Incessant a link to my blog, even though I'm connected with him on Discord. I want him to find this for himself, and try to figure out who "Mr. Incessant" is.
TL;DR summary: In this blog post, I ranted at Mr. Incessant for excessively begging staff and disrespecting other players. I questioned his memory, since he doesn't follow server rules no matter how much I remind him, and I know people his age (10 years old) who are good at memorizing.
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